Carnival :D | 6/18/22

feeling: LIKE A GODAMNED SLUG

A cousin of mine came over today! this is the first time someones been over since the pendemic started and a little bit. Though what sucks is that theyre kind of emotionally draining to be around, paired with a hot remenants of a june heat wave AND the fact that your in a sea of people leaves a man tired and hungry. also they downloaded gacha life on my computer w/o permission. Dont know how they managed it and with every computer they get they're hands on but yeah :/

Also mcc was today!!!! didnt watch (because i was at the carnival LOL) and my team didnt win (winner ranboo truthers we will win one day (copium)). Even though i wasnt planning on watching it still kinda made me sad that i couldnt watch. I guess it comes from missing it due to reasons out of my control than just deciding not to watch it lol.

a big negative though was that my hair style is insanly itchy. Like, my mom totally insisted on changing it today for some reason. I think it pisses me off more that we went through this whole putting extensions in my hair thing for one singular hairstyle that i cant even enjoy because it sucks lame ass. I miss my twists man :(((((

on a lighter note, pro tip if your on a ride that scares you. Simply just do not percive it. Went on the giant skateboard spinny ride and just closed my eyes, didnt throw off the gut affects but calmed down my adrenaline a bit!

The Good Life| 6/14/22

Okey so i temporarily shafted Dishonored because one night i said "I still havent finished the good life yet huh" then got sucked back into that game lol

anyways, i refuse to believe theres only 7 hours worth of gameplay of this game. The good life is designed to keep you going at a slow pace, i dont mean this in a bad way im just saying that sorta like Dishonored where the world is put first and foremost while the characters sprout off of it like mushrooms. It heavily relies on exploration to find loot, seeds, and things you can sell off to other townsfolk and it just being a game that puts alot of love and care into its characters and world. It wants you to explore and I can respect that :thumbs_up:

Now, as someone whose very used to linear games with zero amounts of wiggle room for exploration this was kinda jarring????? not in that way but like in a way where i feel like I need to complete the objective at hand ay ess ay pee. Its moreso a me problem than it is a them problem really LOL.

My only (sort of) complaints are that theres so. many. fetchquests!!!!! Im really not a big fan of them just sorta because they're kind of a pain in the ass.... Im not saying that fetch quests in games are wholly bad, as a little fetchage can be really fun but a lot can feel like your just running about the map!!!!!!

also the fact that the main way to get money is by taking pictures using hotwords and clouttm to your advantage. This may just be a skill issue but keeping up with them each week can be a little difficult with all the other things you have to juggle (mainly food,health, money, getting sick, Naomi is practically my goddamn tamogatchi at this point lmao)

also, best part of this game is the shapeshifting mechanics hands down, i LITERALLY get to be that catgirlboydog ive always wanted to be ^_^

im gonna be talking about the story now so

MASSIVE SPOILER WARNING BEYOND THIS POINT!!!

alright so the collapse doesnt seem to be working so this warnings gonna be here untill i fix it!

ANYWAYS! The tone shift in TGL is really suprising and well done i think. It doesnt exactly make it turn into a super serious game or anything but it is jarring enough to make you go "WHAT THE FUCK !?" in suprise.

onto who i think killed Elizabeth Im at a total loss, though i do have my money on her being killed by her half brother William though. my reason is that william is the exact kind of poetic pretentious dickhead to kill someone then pose to corpse to make it into a refrence to some classical art. Which is the painting of Ophelia in the river!!!

though, i cant really tell if that IS story relevant or if its just something that the devs decided to refrence cause its a pretty cool painting. But ill just take it as having a deeper meaning for my sanity

Currently im on route B now! These routes take really long (see: fetchquest paragraph, also big map)

this entry got wicked long LOL I hope you guys dont mind it too much because there'll probably be more of these entrys as i talk about games im playing and my thoughts on those games! :D

ps. can we get a WAHOOO FOR SILKSONG???? DAY1 GAMEPASS RELEASE BAYBEE LETSGOOOOOOOOOOOO

idk thoughts | 6/12/22

I love toyhouse bcs it really helps me organize my ocs but sometimes i feel like some storys sorta get all crusty and old with their worldbuilding but the cast is so big that im hesitent to burn it all and rebuild from the ashes.

Im mainly talking about the phonovia universe because its so old lol. I hold a lot of characters in there dear to me but i just cant for the life of me get back into the worldbuilding!

I dont think ill ever give up on it entirley, like i said many of the characters are close to me, but i think it will be in a bit of a stasis for the time being untill i figure out what exactly i want to do with its world

Playlist Pain | 6/11/22

It totally sucks how a lot of html playlists make you website lag or break entirey. It might be that the codes outdated or something because no matter which site it seems to break something. Like on tumblr using one barred me from getting to my blog controls and on here it seems to be mucking up the connections to external style sheets. though i might do it using embeds instead if it doesnt make me loose braincells trying

also! updated my about page. made it a bit prettier (at least with the css LOL) and messed around a bit more!

Summer break is soon and im not ready | 6/11/22

listening to:Desert Theater - Kikuohana

Auuugh its only like 3 days untill i get off of school and yet Im totally unable to power through the rest of the work D: Ive gotta do an short essay (like 3 paragraphh long) on sci fi and some old maths work. Though when i do get out of school i might get ice cream to celebrate so ive got that mildly motivating me to do my work. Im just kinda sitting here typing this out while im thinking "man i could really be doing work right now..." instead of just. doing the work.

BLOG IS FINNALY SET UP! | 6/10/22

It took me 100000 years and a million fustrations with centering but its finnaly done! LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO

anyways i think getting a neocities was actually pretty good for me! I dont think ive coded this much in my whole life. So i never really had anywhere to practice practice other than the cherriko html editor and the tumblr editor (which isnt really good for coding coding LOL) Also i found a pretty bangin html editor called codepen thats like cherrikos but not for toyhouse! yay ^_^ though one downside to it is that it can look off compared to the real site sometimes because im using the sidebar layout. It has an easy fix but yk it is what it is :shrug: