7/5/25 - thoughts on Falcon Claw University's Ending and Uma Musume : Pretty Derby
mood : pondering
I finally finished Falcon Claw University a few days/weeks(?) ago! If you're wondering, it turns out the person that was sending the notes to the girls was Jenny's friend Cathy. Which honestly? Couldve been a really good twist if they set it up a bit better in the early season. It feels like they established her as really level headed (especially in contrast to Jenny and Betty) so the personality change comes a bit too out of nowhere for my liking, even if it was somewhat built up in the later half of the season with her jealousy towards Jenny. IDK maybe there shouldve been a bit more mask slips in the early season LOL just enough for me to be like "hm something isnt right..."
Also! Yeah Aaron cut contact with his dad at the end you love to see it.
Tangentically but not really related; I started playing Umamusume since it released on global a little bit ago! I've been trying at a career run for Nice Nature, but the kokura kinen race has been giving me a lot of trouble, first time it was that I didnt have enough fans to meet the entry criteria, second and third times are because I dont have enough guts.... grah!
Outside of that though, I really enjoy it! I love the funny horse girls (and while I am a bit biased because Nice Nature is the first Uma im training) I'm very taken by her personality, shes quite cynical about her and her skills, which just makes me want to see her win properly even more! Also I kind of relate to her a little bit as well, she reminds me of myself when I was younger, throwing her hands up and being like "oh well!". Girl We Are Going To Get You That 1st Place Medal.
also image of nice nature every1 say hi nice nature V
6/27/25 - thoughts on Falcon Claw University
mood : houngry
Recently I've decided on (re)watching through Mystreet by Aphmau because I really have nothing else better to do. Last summer I watched all 3 seasons of Pheonix Drop High so this summer I decided I might as well watch the One Where They All Go To College....
I enjoy it a lot so far (im on episode 14 rn hehe)! I like all of the interpersonal drama between these cubitos, especially whatevers going on with Aaron and his dad because its genuinley crazy. Like "Ah yes, I dont want my son to grow up to be a monster who uses his powers for evil (or at all, actually). So I shall keep him forever isolated socially and make sure to put him in a panopticon of secret agents that watch his every move." like WHAT😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 It makes me kind of surpised that he ever actually get's redeemed in the later seasons at all, like HOW do you even come back from that? "hi son sorry that I stunted your social development for 24(ish) years of your life and treated you like a volatile time bomb waiting to go off at any moment how about we talk about that new girlfriend/wife of yours ahaha?" INSANE.
To be honest, theres probably a really emotional scene between them here or in a later season that pays it off well that I just dont remember since its been so long. Probably. maayybe?
Outside of that though I think the Aphmau/Jenny/Diana conflict is alright, nothing very particular to ride home about? Though, Aphmau isnt actually that involved, just sort of caught in the crossfire because shes the one whose the closest to Aaron out of the 3 of them. And that + the fact that 2/3 have recieved threatening notes I think its gonna crescendo into something big.
Speaking of that, I have a theory that whoever sent the note to Aphmau might've been one of Aarons agents instead of either of the other two, since neither of them were in the picture yet when it happened. Aarons dad KNOWS of Aphmau and doesnt like her (or anyone who is friends with Aaron in any capacity) and he mightve already caught wind that they were trying to rekindle their friendship and decided to pose as some jealous third party to scare Aphmau away from him. Which would be more explainable than say, sending an agent to threaten her or writing a formal letter to forbade she see him at all.
Diana's note on the other hand is where I'm a bit confused, because like, the implication that it was Jenny's doing seems a bit more like a red herring than anything (and I also dont think she would be sophisticated enough to use something to mask her scent). Besides, if she was the one to send the note it would be traced back to her in a manner of seconds considering she's the only other person whose fighting with Diana LOL. Could be the agent again, though I doubt that because no one outside of Aaron's old man agent knows who they are. So really it's all up in the air for me!
Asides from that, I think the one thing I do kinda dislike is how centralized the romance plots are on Aphmau and Aaron. Which is just a truth for any Mystreet season in general (since they are the mcs), but thats besides the point. I kinda just wish other characters would get a slice of that sweet sweet sweet relationship drama pie LOL
Also woah Katelyn is bisexual I didnt know that! (she has a girlfriend in this season :D) 🩷💜💙 (also maybe Betty is too because she was lowk flirting with Aphmau in the episode where they all went to the movies (← yuribrained individual)
6/20/25 - thoughts on Invincible season 3 (so far!)
mood : cereal (just ate cereal)
woaah... look whose putting their tv show thoughts on their journal page instead of starting on that media log... its me....
Anyways! Like the title says I've been watching Invincible + just got done with the first half of s3! It's beary beary good I love it so far. also there will be spoilers below so make sure to read carefully or scroll off this entry!
firstly, I LOVE the conflict that Mark is having with his kid brother, Oliver. I think he sees a lot of his younger self in him, especially the parts where Oliver is like "I wanna be just like you!!!" since that's what he was like a lot when he first got his powers. Also, Oliver still doesnt know that Nolan was super evil when he was on earth, and strives to be like him (or at least, the idealised version of him) as well. The kid omni-man part made me cringe so hard in a good way. Like oh. Oh no!
It does make me wonder if Mark + Debbie will ever tell him about the events of chicago though, since thats like . the #1 reason why the public view of omni-man is so awful now.
SECONDLAY! It's cool we also got a bit of backstory for Cecil as well! It's fun to know that he was similar to Mark when he was younger with hard, unwavering, morals. I can kinda understand both sides of their argument here, since y'know there is a huge angle of 'dr.sinclair literally murdered people + hurt someone close to me' and 'we are literally fucked if you decide you want to be evil one day' ... do I think Cecil could've expressed this far better? Yeap, do I think he was necessarily wrong? not entirely. I dont really care about them employing Darkwing though, because he's made it pretty obvious he wants to change and do good this time. And I think his edgy shadow powers are cool.
THIRDLY! Mark and Eve got together yay!!!! They're a beary cute couple but I'm not actually sure if I really like how they got together in show? They have a really great dynamic but it feels like it was a bit more forced than it shouldve been. Especially since it felt like it needed to say that Mark and Amber's relationship was less legitamate than theirs like .2 seconds after they got together. Maybe they needed more time to marinate or something I dunno!
Squeaking of relationships, Debbie x Paul are rapidly growing on me as a ship. They're really cute in a way? And it's very nice to see Debbie find new love after Nolan betrayed her + she got shunned from a superhero family support group FOR being married to him. Though between you and me, my heart will forever be with Debbie x April........ It's important for the Invincible lore to give her a messy bisexual situationship TRRRRRRRUST ME
6/17/25 - let the madness consume me
mood : houngry (gonna make oatmeal after I finish writing this)
Hey it's been a while since I've written one of these!
I've been doing more site stuff recently (+ thinking about doing more) so I thought I'd journal about it ^^ the thing about there being so many large gaps between creating pages is that I feel like my css style has changed pretty drastically between updates ? Like the css for my mainpage + journal are totally different than my gallery page or my ulywen shrine, which were both done this year.... I dont think I'll totally 100% remake those pages either, since even after all this time I'm still pretty happy with it. Maybe I'll make some minor tweaks here n there though, since I would like for the boxes to have a cute little glow so they stand out from the bg!
Tangentically related (not really), I've been enjoying drawing in mspaint a lot recently. As much as I looooooooooooove using csp + my millions of brushes theres something really enjoyable about being limited to using the tools that paint provides. Also I do just love using the shape brushes to add pizass + I feel like it gives it a cute look hehe....
ALSO!!!!!!!!!! happy new deltarune + fnaf...... its 2015 again (my favorites out of both are Kris + Susie and Arnold + mimic respectively.....)
6/14/24 - just some thoughts
mood : erm
sweats genuinly i dont think I will ever get all of my falkler art onto the gallery page; there is far too much of it to put there without some form of insane crazy lag LOL
a bit unrelated but ive been thinking about making a music page to slap all of my favorite songs onto, as well as maybe expanding the webcomics page to also be not just webcomics but other kinds as well! I dont just read webcomics anymore so it could make for a really good comics/manga page :3)
6/13/24 - gaming
mood : cereal
HEEY I HAVENT POSTED HERE IN A HOT SECOND! Ive been getting back into playing various games so heres be yapping about them ehe
Botany Manor is a puzzle game about growing flowers! Honestly I really love puzzle games; even though I'm not very good at them hehe.. this game is honestly super gorgeous, every enviorment is so beautifully designed and decorated!!!!! It all feels very lived in, like this place could be a real manor somewhere out dere in da world (additionally it does kinda feel like everyone in the manor just up and dissapeared LOL, sometimes theres half eaten food strewn around on tables so it makes me think that)
Kona II I havent finished this one yet, I also havent played the first one so I may be missing context. oh well! This game is really fun but also really scary u_u....... Not cause its a horror game or anything im just a wimp when it comes to games with kinda spooky sections... also also i really like the mechanic of the main character having a little diary they write in.... its very cute i think!
10/15/23 - not dead
mood : sleepy.....
hey! its like 2:04 am rn so i might sounda bit delirous but i wanted to say sorry for not really updating my site as often as i promised. School + health issues are kicking my ass and i also dont have many ideas to really work on in the first place . . bwawarghege
^ me
9/9/23 - SPOOKY SEASON !
mood : hungy.....
Hey! Long time no entry, Schools been kicking my ass as of late. And Ive also been slacking on making entires in my actual purrsonal diary to erm..... (￢_￢;)
Anyways! To update on the last few days, Its starting to cool down into fall, which is always gives me a nice nostalgic feeling... Fall is one of my favorite seasons along spring. just something about the transition into warm to cold and vice versa really strikes a cord with me! Plus theyre both the more beautiful seasons! The oranges of the dying leaves and the bright colors from the newly blooming flowers! Peak seasons fr
Anyways speaking of fall we're about to get into halloween season! Its sorta already started with the Spirit Halloweens thatre starting to pop up now. Plus the trailers for the fnaf movie are getting me so excited for october! I dunno what I really want to be for halloween.... I know that I want to be a rabbit of some kind but i have no clue which rabbit exactly. Like theres:
- Bonnie the bunny (fnaf
- vanny (also fnaf)
- white rabbit (alice in wonderland)
- just a regular rabbit with no ties to anything at all (real life)
lots and lots of options.....
Oh well... Ive got a month to decide! Yipee!
Completley off topic but I'm debating on changing stuff around this site a bit.. Like making a halloween layout + a sort of blog to rant about stuff.. idk if ill do it but uhh ehe :3
8/21/23 - Hibiscus and Butterfly
mood : refreshed
A calm song for a calm game! I've just started Coffee Talk Episode 2: Hibiscus and Butterfy, and so far I really like it. Its been 2 years since the first game, and you get to see how your old costumers grew and changed within that time period! With the calm music and rain sounds its just a cozy experience overall, feels more like something you play at like 4-5 am while drinking well, coffee. Its a very cute game, I reccomend it 👍
also im starting to think that I should make a template for this cause recreating the entry code is.... blergh
8/19/23 - Crazy? I was crazy once...
mood : tired (again im a sleepy boy what can i say?)
More updates have been done to the website! Im planning on making an entire shrine dedicated to fnati instead of keeping it spesifically just the lost ones! And also making undyings shrine about to his character in general. I think I might tackle and update the signalis + Adlers little shrine after this? Dont quote me on it tho I could be lying....
Speaking of sitley things I've been surving through the web recently, and it makes me realize a bit how lonley isolated websites feel. Like lifting up a rock and discovering a whole ecosystem you didnt know about before! Its both cool and also mysterious, makes you wonder what the persons doing now when you notice that their site or blog hasent been updated in months or even years. Idk I think its cool ┐(シ)┌
I dont think I really have a proper senoff for this entry, admittedly I decided to do it on a whim cause I havent touched this page since I made it XD, uhhhhhh look at adler
8/12/23 - Journal up!!
mood : tired
Ive finnaly remade this page! Yipee!!!! I honestly dont really know what ill write here. So maybe I'll use this for sitley updates? I dunno LOL
Speaking of sitely updates. School will start again for me soon, so updates might slow down or stop entirely like last year, and for that I apologize!!! I swear I'll try to at least try to update sporatically. Like adding to shrines or talking here! Though idk
Uhh anyways I think thats it, my sendoff is play Venba o7
